Life and such...

You know, you're never too old to learn about yourself and life in general. Again, I should apologize for not writing in a very long time, but my life has been a whirlwind now that I'm job searching. Okay, back to blogging.

I learned a valuable life lesson today. What you are doing and who you are sometimes is completely misunderstood by others. See, since the breakup of my LTR last year, my friendships have been tested and many of them choose sides. What's interesting is that i never really thought they would. In my opinion, I didn't see any of them as the type of people who would decide to end a loving friendship. Morever, end it over specualtion and untruths. It's hurtful, but at the same time, I have to move on.

Today, someone told me i was acting a certain way, when my perception was much different. The thing is, I won't change for anyone. I already did that, and I hated myself. I didn't like who I was and I comprimised too much of who I was. And sometimes, you just have to be selfish and think about yourself and your life.

So...the job search is bleek. Moving to the west coast has been put on hold for a bit. i can't wait to get out there though. Nice weather, beautiful people, more opportunities to improve myself and possibly find some new friends.

Enjoy the beautiful day...

xoxo

Such a slacker...

Sorry I haven't written in a while. THings have been more than hectic around here for me. Still jobless, although there are a few things on the horizon. Keep your fingers crossed. I'll post more later.

xoxo

My birfday party

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My birfday party

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Life after thirty...

Um, not so bad. I still have the same amount of gray hairs I did when I was 29. Still don't have a job. Still wickedly handsome and cleverly witted. Hehe.

Not sure what i expected. I remember thinking when I was younger that my life would be so different than it is right now. I thought I'd have a great job, huge house, blah, blah, blah. I'm mean, I'm not THAT of a material person, but I just expected to be in a different place. But here isn't so bad. Yeah, I live paycheck to paycheck. (When I get paychecks!) Yeah, I do buy name brand household cleaners. But I'm happy.

This is like totally a transition time for me. I can be whatever I want. And I want to be happy and I want to make people happy through art.

Thanks to everyone for all the birthday well wishes. You are loved.

xoxo

the big...

Three Oh! Yep. I turn 30 this weekend. It's a birthday I never really have been excited for. Up until now, it's like a rebirth in ways for me. Now that I'm jobless, and maybe soon homeless, it's a chance to reinvent myself. Oh, like Madonna!

xoxo