Stop pretending...

That's something that me and my friend Jenny would say to each other and it would make us giggle for literally minutes. It's a line from Parker Posey in some movie and it's how she said it that is so funny. But I had to tell myself that last night.

Stop pretending everything is all right and do something about it. As discussed before, I am a dating bulimic, I have no idea what I'm doing. So, stop focusing on boys and start focusing on you Bill. You giant retard. Oh, that was a little Mrs. Spears of me.

I started working on making my life better today. Eating more than one meal a day, working on getting a more stable income. Oh it's all so adult of me. It's quite disturbing. Well, not as disturbing as the commercial of the old people singing in those electric wheelchairs.

xoxo

You must be joking...

You asked me. I wanted to say yes. But instead I did what my head told me to do.

I usually follow my heart. But that gets me in trouble. Someone even commented on our chemistry. Now I have no idea what I'm doing. When did I turn 22?

xo