I can see more...

So much has happened to me in the last two months. More importantly, good things have happened. I'm happy and content in my personal life, which is rare. I have a great job, which is rare.

But something happened this weekend, that I never thought would happen. My ex and I became friends again. It's an odd feeling. But a good one. I just sucks when you share so much of your life with someone and then you are totally cut off from them for two years. It developed out of his pain, which isn't good. But I'm just hoping we can have a friendship like we did when we met. That was based on trust and happiness.

So here's to love and here's to friends. May we all have an abundance of both.

xoxo
Bill

Now what...

So now what do we do? Do we just sit back and watch it unfold? As a gay man, I just want the old one back. The one that dazzled us with VMA performances. So Brit. Where do we go from here? Am I supposed to still have a shred of hope? I honestly think GLADD should issue a statement on what the gays should do. I kept wishing for the past few years that you'd pull it together. But no. You go and had to do this. And thought we had something.

And you mister Zac. Stop it. I'm sick of you being 12 and hot. I feel like a perv. Go get ugly.

xoxox