I'm dreaming of a white...man

I just realized what all my single friends had been complaining about for years. Holidays are designed for couples. It sucks. I remember thinking, "What the hell are they complianing about! It's Christmas.". But now, I understand.

How has this world we've created for ourselves reward people who are single. Carrie Bradshaw couldn't even figure this one out. I find myself wishing I had someone to get over my single slump. At the same time, do I really want to take some one on that journey when I'm not emotionally ready for it. I like being by myself, I do. It's just that, it's hard to get past right now.

When you think about all of your experiences you've been through in life, each one happens for a specific reason, right? However, the ones that hurt the most are the hardest to figure out. I don't try to guess why our hower power does what it does to us. Learning is important to me.

Blah, blah, blah. Could I try to be more pitiful?

Yep.

xoxo